I'm really disappointed with my trading for this week. I followed my rules and was up 30 pips. Then I got greedy and started to listen to other's trading advice and screwed up. I traded New York which is not a favorable set up for me so far and lost 20 pips. Then when I wanted to short Euro, I shorted half Euro and half in Cable because of somebody else's idea, I got stopped out of that, and closed my Euro short that would've let me up for the day because I lost track of my trading at this point.
I also saw a long on USDCAD that I was not able to trade on for fear of continued screw ups and losing even more money.
I over traded this week. Listened to other's advice. Got greedy. Felt fear. All the bad habits of trading I experienced in 48 hours from Wednesday night to Friday morning.
I really need to learn to trust my process, trust my set ups and follow my rules. I lost 1.5%, so I'm up 1.5% for the month on my first month trading, with a week to go. This is quite possibly better than most people but it's disappointing. The main thing that drives me crazy is listening to somebody else's trade. That never works because you don't know the set up, you don't know when to cut it, what to look for.
Also, Euro just broke 200 points higher on the election news to open the week which would've been my play for this week but I have no idea what it'll do now.
Moving forward I need to follow my rules, that I even wrote down on Tuesday in my notebook. I'm quite disappointed in myself but I think this will be a learning experience.